speech!

sometimes as i occued to me,(i don't wanna make clear..)
i feel sad when i see that.
(bawl)
cos i feel sad, sorrowful and irritated....
(bawl)



i cant belive that im in london
am i dreaming?
isnt it?
wake me up, if that is.
in fact, i cant imagine that i could be in here.
oh my goddnees!!!!
but im not happy.
just....just....i just ...
im listening music everyday or watching DVD everyday or walking in the street everyday or makin food.
EVERYDAY!
THAT'S ALL.
im not sad but im not happy.
give it(WHAT?) to me.